I’m sitting here nodding, Leslie. I wasn’t blogging at the time, but I had a rough bout with PPD too. The thought of a 2nd pregnancy is scary to me too. Yet the thought of my son growing up an only child does make me sad, though it looks like that’s how it will most likely be for us, mainly due to our ages.
I’m wondering if it might be better the second time around—when you’ve already lived through it and know that the hell doesn’t last forever (because when you’re going through it, it sure is hard to believe that…).
If it’s meant to be, it’ll be. It’s in God’s hands. At least that’s my take…
Big hug, Leslie!! You’re a hon.