Thanks to everyone for their prayers and support. I got a call from my doc (not just the nurse people telling me results) and apparently there was a “Zygote”. I’ll call him BigZ. Anyway, my body had slightly (ever so slightly) elevated hormone levels but not enough to actually produce a pregnancy. Thus the cramping. However, officially? I wasn’t pregnant. Emotionally? I was. I mean, a positive test is a positive test, right? I like what Jan said about being able to feel the same things emotionally. And coming from Jan, this means a lot to me.
So, yesterday I felt a billion people thinking of me and I had a wonderful day enjoying my family. The kind of day you can only have on a lazy Sunday holiday where you make a nice big brunch with your husband, rejoice in your child, and read wonderful things from people you never met in person but who love you just the same.
It was a great Easter. So thank you.
(by the way, the original post isn’t showing on my front page for some amazingly odd coding reason, so here’s the link if you missed it.)
Has this affected your feelings about when to try for a second baby?
By ^starshine on 2006 04 17
Omigoodness! I leave for a week and come back and all this BIG stuff happens.
It is so hard to know what to say in response to things like this, but I definitely felt like I had to say something. So, I am sorry to hear of your loss. Whether it was just the loss of an idea or a real person, it is still a loss, and not to be looked over.
Sending prayers your way.
By sarahgrace on 2006 04 17
I won’t say I know how you feel, but I can understand your emotions when there are so many unanswered pregnancy-related questions. I am so sorry for all you’ve been through, and will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
By Charla on 2006 04 17
I don’t have any words of wisdom but, you continue to be in my thoughts. Be well.
By Becky on 2006 04 18
I am so sorry. hugs.
By Mygirlsma on 2006 04 18
My thoughts are with you. I hope that you are doing well.
By Fluffy Girl on 2006 04 18
I can FINALLY see this post. Sorry to hear about the news, but I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hopefully there will be a baby-Fling #2 in your near future.
By beanieroo on 2006 04 19
I’m a bad bloggy friend and just realized I hadn’t logged in all WEEK. Gah. I’m so sorry and I am sending you a big ole hug.
By Jamie on 2006 04 20